Maisie Williams recently broke down in tears during a podcast interview in which she spoke at length about her childhood.
The actor best known for playing Arya Stark game of ThronesShe has been open about her struggles with mental health and the “traumatic” relationship with her father A CEO’s diary podcast.
She told presenter Steven Bartlett that she would have trouble sleeping as a young child, and prompted a teacher to realize something was wrong when she was eight.
“I had a traumatic relationship with my father and I’ve had trouble sleeping for as long as I can remember,” she said.
“I think a lot of the traumatic things that happened I didn’t realize were wrong. But I knew — I would look around at other kids and say, ‘Why don’t they seem to understand this pain or fear or anxiety? Where does the joy come from – when does that come for me?’”
At several points during the interview, Williams became visibly emotional, bursting into tears and prompting Bartlett to give her a hug.
“When I was about eight years old, I really struggled. It had peaked and when I was at school I was taken to the staff room by a teacher. She asked me what happened,” she recalls.
“She asked me if I had breakfast, I said no and asked if I ate most mornings. I said no. You asked the right questions. My mother came to school and picked me up. It was the first time that all doors were open and it was the first time that things were on the table.”
Williams went on to say that for a while she struggled to fully accept her difficult relationship with her father.
“I was kind of indoctrinated. I think that’s why I’m obsessed with cults! My world turned around,” she said.
“I’ve thought about it a lot to be honest – it’s not because of me that these bad things happened when I was a kid. I thought it would be. I thought something was wrong with me, that it could be anyone suffering the pain.
“That got me interested in the guy. What could make you abuse your own children? what happened to you as a kid Have you ripped off the legs of bugs? Did you learn all that?”
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